You are my sunshine my only sunshine - strawberry powerup X3

dam dam da daaaam! our wedding

Sat, 17 May 2008 14:42:10 GMT

in exactly 2 hours there ll be our wedding!!!!

my hair is done and after a night of rain the sun comes out *-*!!!

soooooooooooooooooo excited x3!!!!!!

love you jay!!!!!!!!!kisu

Schreibhemmung

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:46:56 GMT

Who or what do you really love?

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i loooooooooooooooove my darling kadza neon - Jason! *-* kisuu
and i looooooooooooove to be soon in the usa *.*

and i looooooooooooooove my wonderful friends kisses!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINSDAY *-*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

check out the devination of my love!!

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 21:18:41 GMT

Me and My buddy Nigel by ~Kadza-Neon on deviant ART
check it out my love and our dog nigel *-*!!
it is so my favorite pic!!! yay kisu!!!x3
and i ve this pic extra printed out for my purse!!!! hahaahhaha HA! *-*

note: i dont have any privancy, even not when i sit on my computer.....
i get pisses i am very annoyed AAAAAAAAAAH!!!

i dont want to fly back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T.T

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 04:30:15 GMT

so .. time gone by fast....

the time was wonderful... i dont wanna leave but the visa office didnt shown up
so i have to fly back deal with the damn Workoffice.. throw up......aaaaaaaaaah
and all the shit which has to be done in germany
going to the doctors and so on...
T.T
cries
i dont want to go back!!!!

any suggestions?... i want some help to stay here...

ok my flight is tomorrow/ thursday USA time for RI 7 pm... so..1 am in germany
i ll be in the airport at 5 pm just reachable at jasons phone..

yeah..

i m back in germany /german time 10:20am hannover
my flight is over amsterdam
i am in amsterdam at 8 am.

so i go now and pack..a nd cuddle up with my love....

sigh

HELP!!!

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 00:15:58 GMT

HILFE!!!

1. mein auto hatte heute nacht eine abwürgaktion.. und ist nun TOT!!!
wir mussten abgeschleppt werden...!!! 4 tage vor meiner ersten con mit auto!!!!!!!
aber ich hab soviel zeug... vor allem aufsteller zum verkauf...
verzweiflung...

fährt wer über hannover? hat platz?

HILFE # 2

brauche 4 schlafplätze..

2 für unsere süßen Holländerinnen....

erst hatten sie keine fahrtgelegenheit mehr..jetzt genau umgekehrt..
kein hotel !!!

BITTE helft.. irgendwer wer dies sexy lieben geschöpfe aufnehmen kann...

HILFE # 3...
2 freundinnen von mir wurde der hotelraum einfach gestrichen!
sitzten jetzt mit karte und allem ohne raum da... hilfe...

wer kann sie aufnehmen..
is alles toternst als hilfeschrei gemeint...

bitte meldet euch bei mir

morgen den ganzen tag

05111323897

erue haru...

Frankfurt ich komme ^.^

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:46:05 GMT

Dcm Dresden 1. platz ^^

ich freu mich drüber und auf die connichi ^.~
yaaaaaaaaaay

english:

won the preround for the german cosplay championship ^.^v
1st prize x3.

next month is the endround *-*!!! yaaay

i m looking forward to the connich *-*!!! kisses around to my girlz love my kadzaneon *-*

Hanami was great -

Wed, 09 May 2007 14:28:19 GMT

soooo alot of hard work lies behind me ^^" still not over. i am still helping mum. ^^... she is coming the next hour to pick me up and then i gonna drive back with her to eschede and help to back the damn rest Oo.........

just wanted to say, the hanami was a BLAAAAAAAAST *-*

i didn't got sleep from friday to saturday, but the train drive /7 hours../ with fünf, lilith and kiba was great ^^.

thank you so much to ken for the help, the sleeping place and for being in our group *-*!!! you are such a great toboue!!!

thanks to isa and her bf.to hang arround with you both was awesome. thank you isa for being arround and for the wonderful shoting and everything *-*!!
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs to both kiss to isa

andthanks to my sweet Haru and Miso.
even if we got each other just on Saturday, it was heaven for me *-*!!
purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and next time we make more pics *-*

to all my dear friends here in lj
so in a few days i am completly back ^^"
amazon mandy: miss you dear
fira: a big kiss to you

kisses to all my girls

hugs to the others

i love you Kadza *-*

so and here a pic of our group ^^

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:47:49 GMT

just a very quick hello and i miss you all totally,
it feels strange to be on a place without internet T.T
wäääääääääääääääääääääh....
miss you all
i was today quick online.
my cousing got his bday today and so i got a chance to say hello to all of you ^.~
kisses arround. ok now i am back... helping mum i am just reachable over my cell ..

kisses

2 years -!!!!!!!!

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 04:24:05 GMT

woooooooooooooooooooooooot
me and my love kadza are now 2 years together *-*!!!!
i forgot how to write it oO Aniversary?

jay, i love you with all my heart kiiiiiiiiiisuuuu!!!

i am so happy *-*

well i was just a night online.. now i m gonna drive again to mum.
i am very sad that i can't join Isa, kukki and the others on saturday...

my dear friends.. will you all also arrive for a cosplay/ picnic meeting when i come sometimes back to germany?

so i need to sleep.. so much to orginaze...packing packing..
i am reachable trough my cell..

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy Easter *-*
kisses ^.^

meooow give me virtual presents X3 sorry seen it at isadora hope its ok X3

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 12:59:37 GMT

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leave a gift for haruvamp

get your stocking

back from hospital @@

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 19:19:49 GMT

so i am back. <-<.

to all NEVER EVER go to the hospital of Neustadt... near Hannover...
the nurses at the hospital where totally incompetend...TOTALLY.
my doctor was wonderful but the caring for in the hospital....
that was really bad....i didn't gave me enough ice, not even enough service,
i was calling for the nurses and again and again...

today i came out of the hospital...
my dear dragony got me from the hospital ^. ^
i was so reliefed and happy to got out of the horrorhouse...
now i am in good caring hands till wednesday i stay on her place.
the wonderful news is she has internet now *-* so i am reachable *twinkle arround*

the doctor told me that this weekend will be the hardest after the operation...
cause now the new skin appear under the crusted blood, however this is called in english :P.
So this means alot of painful earpain.. and so on...<.<.
i ve alot of medicine against pain..
so i let you know daily X3
today i was the first time able to feel full after eating. dragoni shredded me some potato, carrots and chickenmeat yay *-*!!! and i eat alot of ice today it feels so good *-*
soyeah hugs arround meow. i am back. meow ^^"

oh yeah and please dont call me still write cellphonemessages or lets write emails, cause at the moment i sound like kenny ^.^ from southpark ^.^
my thoung is still swollen, the teath are ok more hurt the tonsils.. i think the very hard earpains come from both T.T

kiss
meow OO

Operation on the 20.November 2006

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 23:21:40 GMT

So it's out now.

My teath and my tonsils will come out together.
My operation is on the 20. November 2006. But i have to go in the hospital at the 19. November.

Just wanna let you all know this X3 meoooow

I spend the last 2 days on photoshop. i ll upload soon the result.

I found out my devianart password X3.
So you ll find me there under Haruvamp ^^"

And I phoned with my hun today *////* he really made my day ^^v.
Wanna go out again <.<....For a walk .. >.< or something ... ._. ...
I am not alloud cause the illnes has to go away or it could be not good for the operation.. T.T...

oh yeah Oo and yesterday i dreamed from my grandma *-*! was a wonderful dream we talked alot about things we wasn't able to because of her death...
and then OO she was suddenly young again and went with me on a convention X3!
and Oo she stole my e guitar and made MY sage show part LOL.

yeah and as i woke up i ran to my frigger and wanted to take out the good cake that i still have.. (we needed to freeze it up... cause our frigger broke down.. and dad asked me at that time if he can eat a bit from that.. what was: ) he eat nearly EVERYTHING from that.. it was just a last dry piece over... and then he was so stupid like: oh that was from grandma?...<.< it was the whole 40 years from grandma OO... argh.. i realy got to calm down not to kill him..<.<...

I need to go sleep now, i promised my hun ^^"
rabuuu around ^.~ meooow X3

Soon Hospital >.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 23:54:53 GMT

So tomorrow i have to go again to the doctor and then I will know when they make the knock out operation to remove my
tonsils.

So to explain:
Opertion on monday (13.11.06) when they just remove my tonsils

Operation on the overnextmonday so: 20.11.06 when they will remove my tonsils and the last 2 wisdom teeth >.<.
Then i ll stay 5 days in hospital.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah no internet no Kadza, no sweet friends @@---... and then the weekend on a friends place, she will take care of me, because my dad isn't he best place to recover...

that depends what the hospital dentist will tell me tomorrow. when the tells me it is to hard to remove then just tonsils

love and kisus arround to my sweet

I phone now with my love and then i need immedatly go to bed

sweet dreams meow X3

Happy Halloween -

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 00:37:45 GMT

Just me and my pumkin missing my hun T.T
Halloween is one of the important things for me and i hate to celebrate it alone.
But just right now i will have a online date with my love X3 on guild wars yay X3
Some pics .. kisu to my love and my friends.. and Aurellie..sorry i forgot your birthday...T.T......................

oyasumi... meow...

to remember a great and awesome woman... my granny

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 14:08:42 GMT

my dear grandmother Helene died today at 3 am....
after a week of her heart operation she didn't woke up anymore.
She went through pain about 30 years..a unhealable nerv desease, lost the love of her life but still was there for her grandchild.
In deepest loving remebering...

I will miss u my dear grandmother.. hope you are without pain now..

your Mlim....

nothing will be better but I ll not stop

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 07:07:02 GMT

ich muss gleich zur arbeit..

ich hab meine sachen gepackt und werde mich jetzt ein paar tage verkriechen... also nix chatten..
werd ein bißchen wunden lecken...
versuchen endlich einen klaren kopf zu kriegen..

gestern rief er plötzlich von alleine an..
meint es tut ihm leid das er mich fallen gelassen hat..
und das er sich wünschte wir ,könnten zusammen sein >.<.. ja klar.. grummel
zum krönenden abschluss am ende unseres gespräch.. meint er auch noch, ds er mich liebt und es immer tun wird...aaaaaaaaaaaaahrg
und als ich ihn dann frag wie es dann bei seiner scheiss ex steht redet er sich raus.. das ich allem etwas zeit geben soll und er noch nich mit ihr zusammen is..kotz...
naja
frühstück fertig..
mata kisu!..

You are my sunshine my only sunshine *-* strawberry powerup X3